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I’m feeling a bit small and wide-eyed right now.
It is so cool to be back here in Edinburgh, to be entering into this new thing, life, journey, destiny, etc. But right now I feel a bit… overwhelmed… or perhaps the better word is baffled by the scope of my dreams, and what I’ve been lead into.
Sometimes I wonder if it’s too good to be true. There just seems to be such blessing and promise of more!
It’s not that I can’t handle it. Rather, it’s that there is so much and I am SO excited about it all. But it’s a lot of work, and time, and dedication. And if the time is now. If this is a time of birth, and yes, and coming to fruition, of hope fulfilled instead of deferred, then that is glorious and hopeful and exciting… and busy!
I cannot let go of God’s hand. And I cannot dare to forget His promises and the things that have been spoken over me.
So, I will allow myself to blink a bit and settle and find my bearings again here, but I also must plunge in feet first and dream and write and plan and hope and pray and trust with all my might. Cos isn’t that it?
Isn’t that the true thing? To know that it isn’t just acceptance or belief…
Believing is one thing, accepting is one thing, but the true, real crazy part of the journey is when you take His hand and listen when He says those fateful words…
“Run”
And you do. And you never stop.
Hand in hand, you keep running and you keep growing until you are more yourself and then more and then more… until one day He doesn’t have to grab your hand. You are grabbing His. You are whole and together.
It’s about trust. And it’s ruthless.
Brilliant.
