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I’ve been feeling weighted.
I don’t like living “in between.” I really long to be settled.
The past week I have felt so blessed and also so weighted. My brain is full and I’m having a hard time connecting thoughts in conversations. I feel like I am a butterfly flapping madly, trying to figure out where to land. I need some nectar.
But I’ve been thinking about how God is. How when we come to Him with all this stuff, He responds immediately. He listens. He loves. He embraces and more than puts up with. I hate that I flit at times. That I fret over things even though I KNOW God has me. I hate that. But He is good and He keeps blessing anyway, especially when I do stand still and look to Him with arms wide, caught in a cool breeze for a moment.
If only I could remember that He is my nectar… and find a way to taste it’s sweetness even when I am numb and full of junk and weighted.
(I really don’t like living in limbo.
Praying for a flat that fits me soon.)
